Then my Pappap died. My family is very Italian, and when we gather to mourn, we eat.
We mourned a lot.
I was no longer 130, but really didn't sweat it. I mean, it was an out of the ordinary kind of moment, right?
A few short weeks later, Christmas came, filled with all of those once-a-year indulgences. Like eggnog. And cookies. And eggnog. And pumpkin pie. And did I mention eggnog? Still wasn't concerned, though. I mean, everyone puts on a few extra pounds around the holidays, right?
Then New Years rolled around.
And Valentine's Day.
You get the picture.
Well, Pappap died over a year ago, and I'm 137 lbs. I know this isn't exactly obese, and the interwebs tell me I'm still "healthy," but I'm not comfortable in my own skin anymore. My thighs rub up against each other in a way that makes me think I should grease them to avoid starting a fire. My skinny jeans scare me. Sweatpants look more and more appealing with each passing day.
I refuse to accept these 7 extra pounds without a fight.
I want to be back at a steady 130 lbs. before my 30th birthday on July 15th. That's a good couple months to adjust my eating, try to start running again, and generally eat like a grown-up. No more nachos for dinner. I've been trying to do this for a while now, but I'm easily distracted and all about immediate gratification, so I'm hoping the blog will hold me accountable.
Wish me luck!
First off, apparently I am following you twice. I do love you enough to follow you twice, however.
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My blog has not held me as accountable as I thought it would, so I'm hoping yours goes better. And now, since you have two followers who will hang off your every word, I hope it does!